its a weird feeling in your stomach when you realize that a good friend has 2 faces-the one they play with you, and the one they play in their relationships. im the same way with everyone, except with katie. im balls to the walls with her, she knows everything, the craziness, and all that it encases. its sad to me when one relationship fails because of a person, only to find out that the other does the same thing in all their relationships.

love life;be brave.
i dont think i could ever love anyone the way i love gerard. its the kind of love that makes me smile anytime i think of it. ew, im that girl again. "i love that you dont wear alot of make up because it means that youre pretty when you go to sleep and youre pretty when you wake up" <3 gerard. loving him feels like the only right thing ive ever done.