revelation

when i started dating again, i said that i was ready to get over aaron, but i always figured that wed end up together in the end. but then gerard waltzes in, and that was it for me. gerard wasnt ever an excuse, or a reason to get over aaron. he was a complete breath of fresh air and a total awakening. thats the best way that i can describe it and it fits perfectly. it was just a realization there really are superb guys out there and i 100% deserve him. and that this is what love really is, knowing someones faults, their deep dark scary pasts and loving them for making it through and who they are today. "are we ok people?"he asks, after we finished letting out quite a few skeletons of our respective closets, ironically alot of similar skeletons. i laugh and tell him that we are, weve just happen to have led really colorful lives lol. i love that every day brings up something new that we can learn about each other. he met my mom and it couldnt have gone better. "hes so cute! and hes so sweet!hes so nice!hes the best guy youve ever brought home. you guys compliment each other so well and you can see that he is in awe of you". i love him and its unlike anything ive ever experienced.